You know what? I was afraid if someone told me “Woah, you’ve changed.” or “How come you change this far?” or maybe the worst is “You changed a lot. You are not Wulan whom I knew before.” I am afraid that the feeling of ‘different’ will create a space or gap that ‘disconnects’ us. I am afraid of losing someone in my life. I don’t know you might say that I am too dramatic or whatever but I am just scared FOR REAL.You know what? Most people (even friends) who know me do not really know me well. Even though I am a...